Saturday, November 19, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Just feel so restless. I feel like im constantly searching for something. But what? A person? A new purpose? I dont know what it is, I just know I havent found it yet.
Lets hope i find it soon.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
If I’d pass away, you’d still talk to me before you go to sleep. You’d still tell me all about your day, your job, how there was this moment just after waking when you noticed the bed was colder. You’d probably ask me “and how are you?” and fall asleep shortly after, accustomed to the silence that follows.
On your way to work the radio would play the songs that remind you of me, because they all do. When you’d cross the bridge, images would start to pop up in your head. The two of us swimming naked in the river, our bodies tanned and sweaty. Strawberry ice cream in my hair, my fingers sweet against your lips. My long hair spread out in the grass, your dog peaceful at my feet, your hand pressed against my cheek. None of these are things we’ve necessarily ever done, but the pictures are so pretty in your head.
You don’t need me for that.
If I’m not here – what would you miss me for? Don’t miss being able to talk to me, because you still can. You’ve known me for so long, you already know what I’m going to say anyway. You wouldn’t miss me surprising you, because I never do. There’d be no void where my voice used to be. The silence after I’ve fallen asleep would be even more silent and with your eyes closed you can fantasize that I’m there next to you. You could make me as pretty as you like, finally getting rid of the mole on my right breast you find so distracting.
It would take some getting used to making breakfast just for one, but let’s be honest: that’s not something you’d actually miss, right? It’d give you time to go for a quick run, kick start your day, do something useful. Something you can tell me about later when you imagine me leaning against you, praising you for your hard work. When I’m no longer here, you could still have me and secretly add all the qualities you always wished I had.
When I’m gone, nothing would really change except maybe for the better. You’d cry, for the changes they’d ask you to make are something you’re not ready for. You’d cry for seeing yourself so miserable, for thinking you’d lost the love of your life. Don’t. Don’t cry, don’t change. Don’t tell a soul I’m gone. Keep me with you and make me better than I ever was, take all you never could from me. You wouldn’t have to miss a thing at all; what you loved in me could now never be taken from you. You’d never have to miss me.But I’d sure miss to be touched
- Amazing. Here is the link on Thought Catalog
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Below: Liver Building
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Sense of self
Relationships - Yep can see the whole Guanxi 关系 concept.
Queing- People cannot queue at all in China! Prob one the main things i missed about England.
Status of Leader
Confronting a problem
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
If you had buttons for eyes, which style would you choose? I'm quite partial towards the 'Blue Buttons' for girls that think.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
"Rather like the hull of a boat, the underside is curved, allowing steady gentle rocking, controlled by the occupant, as you would on a tree swing or an old rocking chair. It can hold up to 400 books of varying shapes and sizes, and/or several hundred CD's, DVD's, or indeed nothing at all, it is entirely up to you."
This giant bookcase is sold by etsy user ifsodoso and its a-mazing!! Just imagine being curled up on that seat, engrossed in a new book. I admit, i was a bit of a book geek when i was younger, use to LOVE reading. I use to keep a record of all the books i read (haha i know im sad =.=) and when i finished high school i totaled about 600 books? But now i cant even managed one book a month. Sad times indeed. Me and the boy, whos in china, are trying to do this thing where we read a book more or less at the same time. Gave me motivation to read again and its nice knowing that someone on the other side of the world is enjoying the same book as you :)
Monday, June 6, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
My dad was cleaning out the garage and found some old school cameras, Polaroid sun 600 and Mamiya/Sekor! They look sooo cool. I have always been a fan of analogue photography just never had the medians (except my diana mini) or the inspiration to experiment with it. Cant wait to try out these bad boys! haha.
The Polaroid camera is just like how i remember it was. We use to get it out during special occasions and snap and shake away. Good times. Then it disappeared, probably got lost in the big move, i missed it. But the main problem is film! Good one polaroid for not producing them anymore ¬__¬ Thankfully, The Impossible Project are producing coloured and black/white film saving the good old polaroid camera. Costs are pretty steep tho, at about £20 for 8 photographs... wow. But, my Birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks, hint hint hint!
The Mamiya/Sekor? Man, I have never seen this camera before! My dad said he bought it when he just moved to the UK so bought in the 70's/80's? wow. Love the feel of this camera, and all its buttons and dials, but really heavy. Dont know if it still works, need to buy some film!
And since i cant get real polaroids might as well do the next best thing; make your photos look like polaroids! I downloaded this Polardroid programme. Wow its so much fun! Just got to drag your photos and a polaroid comes out, also has 'authentic' sounds and you have wait for the photo to 'develop'. hahah. Above at some photos that i produced... :D Have a play with it! Or u could p/s them but im well lazy :P
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
PS. 这两个玩具是我妹妹亲手做的！可爱对不对？哈哈。我觉得海绵宝宝和mini totoro的关系最好代表深深的友情。。哈哈哈。My sister made these spongebob and mini totoro plushies, soooo cute!! she has skillz. :D
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
Got my sewing machine out and loosely followed this tutorial by Transient Expression.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
My sister opening presents, she's so cute! The next photo is me and my bro!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Really simple to make. Basically knit a normal scarf and cast off. Use the ends of the wool to attach the two sides together and voila! This tutorial helped me out
According to American Apparel there is like a gazillion ways to wear a circle scarf, but the noob in me only managed 2 ways (that looked good)
Lols think my scarf is way too small for me to wear it as a dress. hahaha.. so scandalous ;)